Searching for Rainbows

thank you all so much for your sweet and kind words yesterday. Both Tabs and I can feel your love on this side of the keyboard.

One of the weirdest things I’ve learned about despair over the past few days is that no matter how monumental a shift in your world feels, no matter how massively your reality changes, life, with all of its needs and wants (bill “due by” dates, meals to be made, plants that need to be watered, pajamas that need to be changed) keeps “keeping on.”


It’s odd to step through my same routine while having everything changed around me so profoundly…

It’s also odd to have my heart feel so heavy, and then have these moments here and there when it feels weightless and so, so full of love. like yesterday evening, Tabs and I sat on my bed and enjoyed the sunset together for a few minutes.

I felt so much joy. ?

It feels very odd to have these two seemingly opposite feelings exist together at the same time.


Gonna try my best to keep on keeping on this week. lots of hugs and love, my friend.

Your friendly neighborhood appeal addict,


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